It’s just a few weeks ago, I encountered with a devil destiny and anticipated that everything will fall into places; however bizarre time has brought me in a juncture where I am helplessly looking for some miracle to happen.
The 18th Nov, 18th Dec 2008, 23rd Jan and 24th Jan 2009, these few days have given me enough shocks; it’s not that before every thing was hunky dory yet the time was smoother. My mother is lying unconsciously for past few days in Apollo Trauma; docs are not able to figure out the root cause of problem. I am on the way to see her. Per previous docs those who treated her foolishly given us assurance that she will be alright but it didn’t happen. Mistakenly they lauded the problem as if it’s just a cold, cough or fever. She is in ICU for more than 58 hours and yesterday around 8.45 pm went through MRI test. I have been regularly calling my brother to know her condition and to my ill luck there has not been any sort of improvement in her condition. The report will come out today around 8 o’clock; we are impatiently waiting for report to know what docs say after that. By 11 o’clock tomorrow I’ll be in front of her but the memories of ill destiny of last incident which took place in August 2007 hovers large in my mind.
I remember it was a similar situation; like today, I was on the way to home to see my father when he was admitted in IGIMS. I thought, I would go and make the difference in the worsening condition of my father. However, God had something else for me; I could not even see his dead face. When I reached it was mere sobbing and quavering sounds of my kiths and kins were left out. I could not even complain as I knew “Those whom God loves die young”.
The life has already gifted me a lot of bad and cruel memories, don’t know when on earth it’s gonna come to an end. God, please..!!!
January 27, 2009
The 18th Nov, 18th Dec 2008, 23rd Jan and 24th Jan 2009, these few days have given me enough shocks; it’s not that before every thing was hunky dory yet the time was smoother. My mother is lying unconsciously for past few days in Apollo Trauma; docs are not able to figure out the root cause of problem. I am on the way to see her. Per previous docs those who treated her foolishly given us assurance that she will be alright but it didn’t happen. Mistakenly they lauded the problem as if it’s just a cold, cough or fever. She is in ICU for more than 58 hours and yesterday around 8.45 pm went through MRI test. I have been regularly calling my brother to know her condition and to my ill luck there has not been any sort of improvement in her condition. The report will come out today around 8 o’clock; we are impatiently waiting for report to know what docs say after that. By 11 o’clock tomorrow I’ll be in front of her but the memories of ill destiny of last incident which took place in August 2007 hovers large in my mind.
I remember it was a similar situation; like today, I was on the way to home to see my father when he was admitted in IGIMS. I thought, I would go and make the difference in the worsening condition of my father. However, God had something else for me; I could not even see his dead face. When I reached it was mere sobbing and quavering sounds of my kiths and kins were left out. I could not even complain as I knew “Those whom God loves die young”.
The life has already gifted me a lot of bad and cruel memories, don’t know when on earth it’s gonna come to an end. God, please..!!!
January 27, 2009
Alas! She is no more...
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